im so happy

Monday was the first day of school for my baby. She love shool, and kisses me good-buy when she reach. I am so happy that she’s going to school but sad that she wont be there to talk to in the day. Her teacher told me she is a talker, i hope she do good work to. I am doing ok with my weight lose. I was a little depress these last few days but im on track now.  

wow, what a week….

I remember when i was always at home and every one was to work. I prayed for a job so bad, now i need a brake.*laugh*  Iam doing so good, i even feel god a bout my self. I went out to the movies last night and i didnt get my usual ( hot dog, natcho and cheese and candy) i got a smal popcorn for me and my husband to share and we only eat half. Im making healther food and in portioning my food. I dont always have time to exercise so when i do i usualy do 1hr of 1 1/2 hour. I am not loosing my self to food. I am going away in a few weeks and wen i do i want to buy 1 size down.

My dayghter’s B. day just gone and she is 3 now, all grown up. I love her and want to be able to do stuff with her so i have to lose the weight, but im also doing this for me. I want to look good, feel good trying on clothes and have people saying wow u look great. Its a sence of accomplishment to be incontrole of your life and have people c it.

Although i havent gotten the whole count your calories down i think im doing ok. My husband’s B. day is tuesday and i dont no what to do, but what ever it is it will be with me being a lil lighter. *laught*

If any one has any idear ill be sure to here it, keep in mind i dont have very much mony and im going away soon. He is a big car’s fan and he loves food. He is easy to please and appreciates what ever i do for him.  

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wow…..

to day i was tired i have a cole but i was determan to walk today.i dont like the way im always feeling tired,so i started walkin. I walked for 1 hr and i feel great. i have to get my dinner and then go to bed for another long day.

I am so ready for today and cant weight forweighing time i will be up on my game.

time is short……

Well these days im so busy and tired to right a whole lot of stuff but i will try to at least right some thing.

monday was ok it was a little stressful, i had to make un-necery stops and then things got a lil better, i wenthm and sleep.i had a great bk, and a wonderful lunch and dinner was of.

on tuesday i had quaker’s oats and  1/2 peach, lunch i had a sandwitch and dinner, well it was my baby B. day so we ate out and itwas so goo im still not over it. My baby is 3 all grown up.

well to day i have a cold but i feel good. A friend mad me realize that time is to short and things only get done if u do them so im starting my exercise ful force today.

wow wat a day.

Well to day was a great day, i woke up around 7:30 and went to the doc. appointement. I met my sis there, she got a number for me. We was there until 12pm and then we went to by her. I was having medical problems and finaly found, well what i think, is the problem. Im tired and just want to sleep.

This weight has bean a big issue in my life and for the longest time i thought i would be this fat forever. I never realy stuck to any diet because most of them were eather to demanding or to expencive, hopfuly this will work. I am getting to old and i want to do stuff with my daughter and this weight is putting a strain on me.

to day is ………

I was feeling so great this morning, but as the day went on i started to feel bad. I reach to wk on time and had a lotto do. It feel as if im going crazy. I need a brake and i guess wen i go away will b wen ever. I had a great BK and had a late lunch  but my dinner will b cool.  Im having bake chicken,kraft and veggies. 

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im so tired…..

I am so tired i had a long weekend, but i think the weekend will b even longer. I had my last cake and ice cream yesterday, i am happy. I am so tired i cant thing. Well today i started my diet and it was a lil rocky, but ok. I dont think i drink enought water today, but i  change some of my eating habbits.  I feel good nowing im starting a great life foe me and my family.   

the begining, again.

Well im new at this and so i wont say very much. I am a mother, a wife, a sister and a doughter, im over weight and cant do the things i would like to do. I live in a society that thrives on looks and figur, and i feel like im at the bottem. I dont feel BEAUTIFUL any more and hate to feel like a disapointement to my family. That was the old me, im taking charge of my life again. I love life and want to live to c more of it, for my family sake.